~worries~

I am feelining more and more afraid of passing out as a staff nurse.. after i heard what one of the lecturer told us about her past students.. Some of her students come and tell her that they regret not building up their confidence when they are in school and not remembering what they have learnt..(something like that..) Then the thought dawned to me that this may happen to me too.. especially i know myself that i cannot make decisions, not confidence enough and my memory not that good..(unless i revised my work..) and the part on presenting to other staff nurses who knows about the topic part.. makes me feel worse..(because when i present i will get nervous..) haiz.. tell me what to do!! Am i the only one feeling this way?? i see my other classmates look calm and not feeling afraid like me.. (Oh no!!)

Next is the being sub-group leader.. I become appointed as a sub-group leader and i never been a leader before.. Afraid that i did not do a good job.. or i mess up the whole project.. haiz.. If i go on worring like that, i think i will grow white hairs!! (hahahaha...)