Questions ????

I watched the korean show Da chang Jin this morning.. and i saw this episode where the nurse (Zhang de) teach chang jin all the skills she know.. There are 4 different colours for faces and how to treat.. and this type of herbs is for which illness.. and the teacher also make changjin memorize all the books.. When i saw this part, i feel that it may be useful to me too.. since i am also in this line.. so wanted to write it down when i am free... After that, i feel inspirational again.. hahaha..

I think back and wondered for the reasons being afraid to pass out as a staff nurse... Is it because i feel no confidence in myself? Is it because i feel that i do not have enough experience? Or is it due to lack of practise of the skills in the clinical area? hmmm.. there are many of these types of questions formulating in my mind.. so i also not sure myself..